It has been difficult for me I watched my friends walk away from me...
Yet part of me thought that they always be there for me...
I guess it was to much to hold on to....
I wished with all my heart for it to be untrue...

I watched you come in this world....
And had to try not to lose you...
When all they said was "you're not the best"...
I tried not to listen but each day it became harder..

And then one day when he said "we are the best"...
I believed him for I knew you are my love...
And that will always stay the same...
For you are mine and I am yours and my love for you is strong...

I didn't get the chance to get to know you...
The little kicks and turn to me were heart breaks...
When you were finally hear I held you and saw your future with me here...
I guess that when I realized that my love for you is very strong ...

I knew I couldn't hand you over, yet part of me had too...
I didn't plan the things that happened...
He was the one who said "i want her" in a little voice...
A part of me was so damn happy, yet part of me was breaking...

For I knew I was about to lose a friend i didn't want to...
But if i had lust you I would never forgave myself...
For hurting you and hurting him...
You two were my world and my life...